Old old memories ... ..

I spent today by clearing up my stuff again, and this time round I've finally made some progress to reorganize some things that I always wanted (though I still have alot pending things not done yet). As I cleared, many memories flashed back my mind from my Primary to Poly days.

How Jupiter/Green comes into my life,
How KLASHCS7 comes about, those guys we used to Bio during schooling hours, the up and downs in Sec. days.....
How I went through the poly days in 2 portions, and of course meeting the "love" of my life, Dum. I just love her so much and so glad to have such a cutie as my Gd friend.

These sweet sweet memories just brighten my days and so glad to have them as my friends =0)

Of course.. there's some other things like those printed receipes and some artcraft stuffs... I realised I've lost those passions that I've always wanted to do/try when I'm younger. It's kind of sad because, I'm like not really making good use of my life and there's actually many things to be done if I could just put in a little effort. My life would/could be more interesting. So slowly, I must pick it up again =0)

I've also cleared the file that I kept all the things with goofy, and it's kind of "refreshing" because seeing those evidents of how used to be together, those things that we've done, words that we said, restaurants that we've visted, things that we have own/bought, just so many memories. How we from 2 strangers to fall in love to get into relationship, from distant to close, how we fall apart eventually. It's really a long process. Some movie/receipts already faded, just like some of the memories, just like our RS(Love), set me thinking that somethings like RS could/would just fade eventually..... =)

Anyway, argh.. still not finished with my organizing my things. I'must get it done by this Year!!! Tt's my target!

Kanbate loh! c( ^ - ^ )v

Today....

Harlo!
Been quite sometime I'm here to Rubbish yeah?
Well well.. today I'm so happy n excited about my trip with Mammy to TW.
Cant wait for it to come.. Cos I'm anticipating for fun, relaxation and of course.. let me have some good time Bio-ing handsome guys! Simply cos I hardly see any in Sg.. Argh... =P

And, ah gal is growing each single day and she just makes my day!
Cute little naughy niece of mine but I just love her more each day!
Waiting for the 1st 姨姨 to be out of her mouth as she doesnt speaks anything more then "Mumm Mumm" or "AMUM". She only knows to EAT! Fatty gal!

Anyway, as promised, I'm here to state 2 things! 1st, praying for Dum to have developments with MR E and dage's yest exam paper to Pass!

May the happiness spread to you and brings you good good luck!
Muackz!

c( ^._____,^)v

我没事啦， 不用担心。。。。 谢谢你的爱！

可能因为经历过所以不希望别人也感同身受那些不愉快的事。
I just felt stucked as I could not make the decision for ONE but just keeps reminding and stressing on the points and things to consider.
So I wrote those Chim Chim note。。。 哈。but I have to admit it's oso kind of my thinking 啦。。 but main emphasize is not myself, u should know =P.

请帮我pray that things will be good for the ONE and hopes ONE can get over it smoothly.. Really, I do not wish to see ONE end up getting hurt!

Let's all reduces hurt and live happily!!
ha..

c( ^ - ^)i 加油咯！

Star inside a papaya

我又学到的。。。 哈。。

男人不合理的霸道可是会让女人生气的，
可因为爱你而有的霸道，
却是会让女人气也气不起来

抱歉让你白费了这么多 .....

歌手：同恩 专辑：做自己 歌名:本来
词:阿怪曲:林松锦

下雨了站在玻璃门里头
并没有总是挂念着我
你带着雨伞来接我
夜晚了只剩老板跟我
像从前你抽着烟皱眉头
不知怎么安抚太任性的我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你
特别疼我直到你不再疼我
以后来不及了
手写的留言对象
已经不会是我

停雨了不必再躲雨了
已经过了该打烊的时候
还是不太想走
太晚了只能坐计程车
为什么想念着摩托车
常常会半路熄火的后座
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
长长的简讯对象
已经不会是我
走在湿漉漉红砖道上
沿着导盲砖试着假装
的确有点困难
也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点
该几点回到家
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你再也不疼我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再保护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
来不及了
对不起长大太慢
害你遗失了我
抱歉让你白费了这么多

Everything happens for a reason.....

如果早在生我们前知道的话,
一定不会给予我们来到这里的机会.....

所以我应该感谢上天没让以前那么科技发达,
还是遗憾为什么没早点让我知道好让我更加保护自己?

Anyway, I do know that I've nv regretted into this world and no matter what,
I've to live on and move on..... I'm already very very fortunate to be able to live normally,
So I must live hard..... Right?!

Like what Kelly emphasized, Everything happens for a reason... That's what I believe in as well.....

V-Day 2009

Today is V-day and this year I still spent it with the one I love, just that it's not him..... Well, had a enjoyable day with mammy as we went to woodlands ard Noon and went to Lib at evening timing. Mammy busy looking at her books and me, *Grins* watching Korean F4 drama.. hahah.. It's called Boys of Flowers (BOF) and it is still airing in Korean so I've to wait to buy the DVD~ I think Korean's F4 is much better than Jap/Tw version..

Oh.. anyway, the most interesting and happy part for us today was that we were busy keeping lookout for couple/person carrying Flowers, be it single stalk or bouquet, so long as carrying real flowers. I initiated the bet with mom, loser shall pay for dinner, so I voted for only 5 times and Mammy chose 10. In then end, Mammy won over me so easily as within just 1-2 hrs we saw more than 10 =P.
So in total a final count of 28 pple, ha.. to me.. it's always happy to see the facial expression of those gals carrying the flowers as most of them has got the "I've-got-flowers" looks.. hahah. as they know most people would be looking at them. Anyway, Happy 就好!

Happy情人节!!!!!

心甘情愿的付出..... 好甜喔.....

我从一本言情小说上看见的.....

她的客气让他不太高兴。
“这次就算了，以后不准再对我说谢谢或对不起，情人之间没有所谓的道谢和道歉。”　
　
“这个逻辑有点怪。”不是更应该要常怀感恩的心吗？　　

“一点都不怪，心甘情愿为对方付出、为对方着想的话，就不会想要听到谢谢或对不起这种客套的字眼。”

在你心中我只剩下一点点 (此时的感受.....)

一点点 歌手：阿牛(陈庆祥)

在你心中我只剩下一点点
我站在你即将遗忘的边缘
怎么我还不想看清这一切
你早已经不留恋 我不应该再想念

第几个失眠的夜我也没发觉
这房间冷清了一点点
你提分开的那天阳光很刺眼
我并不是无所谓
时间从来没出声 它静静等谁改变
一年之前 差一步或许就有缘

有过幸福我不埋怨
在你心中我只剩下一点点
我站在你即将遗忘的边缘
怎么我还不想看清这一切
你早已经不留恋 我不应该再想念

在我心中你也还剩一点点
藏在我心房里面的最里面
当你已经找到新的甜苦依恋
我会更努力一点 寂寞不被任何人发现

早知今日何必当初。。。。。

人总要到了失了才来珍惜后悔， 可往往一切都会太迟太迟。。。。。
因为感觉走了就很难回来，心痛了也需要很久很长的时间去康复愈合。。。。。
人生就是这样吧。。。。。
情人节要到了。。 有情人呀。。。 要在一起。。。

幸福就是那么简单.....

新的开场.....

对那些疼爱我的人, 我很感谢有你们的爱..... 我会珍惜的!
对那些被我伤害的, 我衷心的道歉..... 我..... 真的不是有心的.....

就在今天.... 从新的开始.....