Seems like I forgot something.....

Just realized that saying sooooooo much, I've not Apologize for my sinful action...
对不起！

是对是错，因该不因该，你要怎麽说?!?!? 我需要勇气。。。。。

Yesterday.....
I woke up in the morning been scared by a huge cockroach but luckily my brave brother and mammy were around to help me get rid of it so that I could prepare for work/day. (Perhaps it’s an indication of how my day will be?!?)

Work wise, I took the opportunity to organize our Tons of catalogues collected from various trade show and those donkey year's ago newsletters, so I almost spent whole day doing those sorting and organizing so I did not "work" much =P Was still so YaYa about it =P

Then the night I went to see doct for follow-up..... All it started quite well... but things changed at a later stage where I did something sinful... Haiz.. It aint proud ... but I did it. And could it be fated to let me see those things??

The first feeling I felt was: I felt like a fool.. ha... really...
Because at one side I’m confused, vexed about the feelings, the other side actually those things happened.... Know what I'm saying? Then I was thinking: What am I to you?? What do you treat me as?? I've no idea... or maybe just too sad to think about it..

..... .... ... .. .

I used to believe in this & I still do:
我不希望你选我是因为，只有我这棵树。 我希望你是在整个森林里选择的那颗唯一的树。。。。。
And now perhaps to add on:
我也希望你选我是因为打从心底的爱我，而非因为其他树不接受你，所以你才回头来要我。选择放弃的时候是一次伤害，请不要再回来伤我多一次。。。。。