One week has past and looking forward for 2morrow and the week because..... my boss is not in the office and he'll be away until next Mon!!!!! Yeah... =P
Sighz... kind of vexed... because.. I dunoe what I'm feeling and how to deal with it. Again, dunoe if I think-ed to much or am I doing the right thing by not "doing" it? Ha.... hmmm... I oso dunoe.. Sianz.
Whahah.. kind of realised that I'm still the me... hahaha.. =p Does it says anything when I still get jealous over my Ex seeing/meeting up alone with the "GAL" i always do not like in the relationship? Taking photos somemore!?!?! Luckily I didnt see those pictures, otherwise I think I'd be more vexed.. Ha. Why?.. it only irks me for a while though, yest night n this morning. Perhaps it's just so used to it?.. anyway.. it linked to makes me think that...
I'm a Leo and by nature, it's those who eats lots of vinegar sort.. so ... it's naturally that I feel this way and.. i wish i can do it in future as in... my "future" can accepts it.. and i'll be okay if he's a lttle Jealousy... ha.. *Grinz* afterall... i wish to play the role of littlewoman who could listens to he's NO this NO that... ha... well, sometimes LOVE is not rational isnt it?
Argh... n yet on the other hand... my brain is thinking n thinking n thinking... what should i do? should not do? or feel? or etc? VEXED... and i'm confused... really... sighz..
Argh.. me wanna go ZZzz liao..不想了不想了！！！！！
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Today
Whahahaha.. just finished watching the 1hrs 命中注定我爱你 @ channel U。。。。
Hmmm.. today is kind of sad because it's our lady boss LPV's last day in MCS. Somehow, 好想哭喔。。。。cos afterall, spending spending 3.5yrs 2gether, and starting tomorrow will be w/o her.. No matter what, will over it.. =) just somehow, it brings back my memories of some sad things.. and it just made me sad-er =(
Argh... wondering, when would be my turn to venture out?
Really admired PV's courage and Moo's determination... Say go just go.. Argh.. 帅！！！！！
Today wake up very early 5am to do my work (forecast) so very slpy now. Going to pack my things n go ZzzzZzz..
Have a great night!! Oh.. btw today is Low Bah & YanYan birthday!!! so Happie birthday and hope u 2 had a great great day!!!!
zZZzZzz
Hmmm.. today is kind of sad because it's our lady boss LPV's last day in MCS. Somehow, 好想哭喔。。。。cos afterall, spending spending 3.5yrs 2gether, and starting tomorrow will be w/o her.. No matter what, will over it.. =) just somehow, it brings back my memories of some sad things.. and it just made me sad-er =(
Argh... wondering, when would be my turn to venture out?
Really admired PV's courage and Moo's determination... Say go just go.. Argh.. 帅！！！！！
Today wake up very early 5am to do my work (forecast) so very slpy now. Going to pack my things n go ZzzzZzz..
Have a great night!! Oh.. btw today is Low Bah & YanYan birthday!!! so Happie birthday and hope u 2 had a great great day!!!!
zZZzZzz
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Hmmm... Yest spent the sunny saturday by picking out the photos (May Tw trip with mammy) to develop and listened to Jay's music... Oh.... I fell in love again~~ Ha.. His musics are soooooo good and nice!!! But somehow, either the disc or my player's prob. It got stucked so I turn it off to watch TV instead. Tt's about it for my yesterday.
Today.. Well.. had my 6th driving lesson and again, today seems extra more mistake such as forgotting to steer back, steer too much and too slow.. very much regarding my speed of reaction.. Slow!! for the next lesson, I must go warm up first to flex my muscles so I could perhaps better =) & today instead of teacher, I drove back to my busstop. *Grinz*
There's 2 particular articles that I came across in the Chinese Newspaper today:
a) 自闭儿, an interview with the mammy of a little boy suffering from this at the age of 2. How the mammy went through it and now, finally back on track and she's sharing her experience by writting a book. In the papers, it mentioned that she felt like giving up but in the end, she couldnt as the boy needs her... Also mentioned that, if we see some kids misbehave in the public, dun jump straight to saying the parents did not do a good job in teaching the kids, cos "problem" kids just couldnt control themselves.. So we must be more forgiving!!!
this made me think about myself.. hmmm.. perhaps we really need to be more forgiving and look at a bigger pic, do not just just straight to perception and assumption....
b) There's a short writting about success and failure. The author highlighted that city pple has objectives/aims that to them, achieveing it is the result and if we cannot achieve, then it's called failure and therefore eventually pple would give up themselves if they have fail too much times and w/o handling it good. In the process of wanting to achieve the goal, we tend to set unrealistic aims and things to do, therefore when we fail, the setback (mentally) is hugh. However, he thinks that enjoying the process is the most important thing and worth pple thinking about it.
Hmm ... i think that should be the way 2... reflected the way i handled things at work and how i set my goals at work... Hmmmm... I think really true for city pple, cos we are "programmed" in this way, so we really forget to enjoy process... must reflect... reflect...
Okie. tonight be going for family dinner for celebrating of August babies. Be going to eat my creamy Crab!!!!! Ciao~
Today.. Well.. had my 6th driving lesson and again, today seems extra more mistake such as forgotting to steer back, steer too much and too slow.. very much regarding my speed of reaction.. Slow!! for the next lesson, I must go warm up first to flex my muscles so I could perhaps better =) & today instead of teacher, I drove back to my busstop. *Grinz*
There's 2 particular articles that I came across in the Chinese Newspaper today:
a) 自闭儿, an interview with the mammy of a little boy suffering from this at the age of 2. How the mammy went through it and now, finally back on track and she's sharing her experience by writting a book. In the papers, it mentioned that she felt like giving up but in the end, she couldnt as the boy needs her... Also mentioned that, if we see some kids misbehave in the public, dun jump straight to saying the parents did not do a good job in teaching the kids, cos "problem" kids just couldnt control themselves.. So we must be more forgiving!!!
this made me think about myself.. hmmm.. perhaps we really need to be more forgiving and look at a bigger pic, do not just just straight to perception and assumption....
b) There's a short writting about success and failure. The author highlighted that city pple has objectives/aims that to them, achieveing it is the result and if we cannot achieve, then it's called failure and therefore eventually pple would give up themselves if they have fail too much times and w/o handling it good. In the process of wanting to achieve the goal, we tend to set unrealistic aims and things to do, therefore when we fail, the setback (mentally) is hugh. However, he thinks that enjoying the process is the most important thing and worth pple thinking about it.
Hmm ... i think that should be the way 2... reflected the way i handled things at work and how i set my goals at work... Hmmmm... I think really true for city pple, cos we are "programmed" in this way, so we really forget to enjoy process... must reflect... reflect...
Okie. tonight be going for family dinner for celebrating of August babies. Be going to eat my creamy Crab!!!!! Ciao~
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